Finallly heard back from UMass Boston. My transfer has been accepted and I am officially in an Engineering Program. YIPEY!!!! Ugghh. I've been blowing my nose way to much and I'm sleepy. I hope I'm not sick!

This year's 3rd annual Pre-Thanksgiving dinner was a success! Things went smoothly. A few people couldn't make it due to unfortunate incidents that needed immediate attention. They get off easily. Those that didn't make it and I have no reason as to why will get a phone call or visit and a stern look. Unfortunately my baster Nate didn't come until after the Turkey was finished cooking! Why is that you ask? Because his boss doesn't respect the day off request calendar. I'm going to have to go and have a word with Jason about making my baster late. That's all I have to talk about I'm leaving now.

I played DDR today for the first time in months. I haven't played since ...geez I think since December of last year. The good thing is that I'm not so bad at it. I'm getting A's and B's at the not so hard songs and C's at the fairly difficult songs. However once I get to those 6 footers I'm dead. I just can't last that long. I can read them and I can get about half way through them until I start tripping over my own feet. But have no fear I am putting my self through rigorous training so that in December I will rock DDR Ultramax.

Oh well I lost the post so here is the abridged version. DDR is coming to the X-Box YATA!!! I can't wait. Karoke Revolution is coming to the PS2. I want it for the X-box. Microsoft made a microphone for the X-box and it comes with a karoke disc. I love console peripherals and there for I must get it. I may get sucked back into the job that I hated and left because my old manager knows that I'm a sucker and I'm still friends with him so he knows how to use my love for video games to try to suck me back in with the temptation of a discount. DAMN THE WORLD AND MY LOVE FOR VIDEO GAMES!!!

DAMN!!! I lost my word vomit about DDR and Music games in general!!! Must go find it and publish it.

Polly and I are thinking of defecting. Ken and Rami are going to have to do there own thing. They are of absolutely no help. I asked for their advice on our current class project and it's been three days and no reply to my email. I know that Ken can check his email. I've been to his house. He's got two computers at his disposal. I see no reason for him not to be able to respond. Rami says that he's got a computer at his house. What's the deal? They are two of the laziest people I have ever met.
I have a faux job right now. I guess it is a job but I don't do a heck of a lot other than really basic data entry. On the bright side I don't have to answer phones, I get to wear jeans (maybe one day I'll go in in sweats and see how that goes), and it's not possible to be stressed there. You couldn't even if you wanted to. The major down fall. I work 5 maybe 6 hours a week. In otherwords. I can't pay rent still. Sucks? Yes.
I want to get hired at an organization that is a 5 minute walk from my house but the hiring manager is still interviewing as of Thursday. Usually that's a bad sign considering I was interviewed the Friday before. I guess all I can do is cross my fingers.

Well today we had to hand in our final reports for project 1. Iwas hoping that Ken wouldprove Polly and I wrong and come to class with a report that was going to blow us all away. That didn't happen. I decided that it was in our group's best interest that we have a backup reoprt written just in case Ken flakes. It's a good thing that I did because he didn't show up to class today.
Now as far as attendance goes in that class I'm not going to critize. I haven't been to every class and I did miss both days that we presented our project. The difference between Ken's absence and my absence is that I didn't really need to be there to operate or record results because there are two people in our group that aren't doing bubkus so let them do a little work! Well that was bad thinking on my part because no one, not even Polly, recorded any results from the first or second day of competition making it really hard to revise the formulas that I came up with.
Undaunted I forged on and wrote the final report with the anmeic amount of information that I had. I showed Polly a draft and took her suggestion about having a problems and solutions section to the reoprt. I left some space available in case we would be able to get our run results from the TAs but that didn't happen. What fun was it to be both the webmaster and report writer. Not really. I had the webpage up a week before it was due. It was nicely laid out and all I had to do was add whatever extra information we got from the competition days. I fulfilled my end why the hell I have to cover for the other person who was responsible for documentation I don't know. Damn this class and it weighing 60% of my grade on team projects.
I have this horrible feeling that despite the fact that Rami is supposed to be the report writer for Project 2 I am going to be stuck doing it. Rami is almost as bad as Ken. He does slightly more and gives more input. Unfortunately at some point he forgets that there needs to be a building and testing stage. I got stuck with a bunch of kids that I don't want and I shouldn't have to nag people to follow through on their end of the work.

Another month goes by, no job and still bumming from my mom. Boy am I glad that she loves me. I just sent Cindy and email giving her my url and begging for DDR. I am shameless. I lost it then found it under the couch like four or five months later and I swear there is some cruel force out there keeping me from DDR fourth mix.
I was bad today, actually I was feeling more than a little depressed this morning and decided that it didn't matter if I went to class or not. Now I'm feeling a tad, only a tad, bit guilty that I bailed on my group project presentation. Why do I only feel a little bit guilty? Because Polly and I built the thing, I had the team webpage up a week ahead of time and made the spreadsheet of possible formulas. Ken and Rami's contribution? Well Rami bought the supplies, Ken has yet to prove useful and better hand in a damn good Final report. Oh yeah that's another thing that Polly and I did while Ken just sat there staring off into space, the progress report. Polly and I should just seperate ourselves and start our on group. Bah... fresh from high school college freshman...I forgot how intollerable they are unless you are one of them.

Yet another jobless month for me. It's been wonderful living off of my mother these past couple of months. I feel absoultely wonderful about it...or not.
The latest big thing in my life is the inabilty for my group to get together so that we can hand in class projects in a timely manner. Why? Because ultimately group assignments blow and no one wants to make time in there schedule for them. I know I really don't want to but I must for the sake of passing this class.
I've been playing FFTactics Advance (tm and all that) It's a really good game. Too good in fact. It took me a lof of effort to put it down this morning when my boyfriend started rubbing his penis on my ass. I actually considered playing it during sex!!!! I can't wait till this crack game is done and I can resume normal game free sexual activity.

I have another job interview!!!! I'm soooo excited!!!! I had one last week. I've got one tomorrow and I was called today about setting up one!!! Wooo Hoooo I'm on a roll. Maybe I won't be unemployed much longer.

WOOO HOOOO I have an interview for a job!!!! That's taking a step in the right direction now let's keep 'em coming!

Well I'm back. Unfortunately I had to go to New York for my best friends mother's funeral. It was sad and I feel for Sabbi. Her mom was such a wonderful woman and her dad is such a jerk. It's a shame that out of the two of them her mother had to go first because she's the one that gave Sabbi the love and support she needed. I'm sure her dad will keep on bieng selfish and won't give a damn about helping her through this.
On a whole other note I've got a damn mouse in my house!!! WTF!!!! I don't want a furry gray rodent running around. I think it came in the house seeking shelter from the rain but that does not matter. It invaded my privacy! It deceided to reveal itself while I was peeing, which left me with my feet on the wall for fear it might run over my toes and me not wanting to get up off the can. Luckily the sink is right next to the toilet so I could wash my hands and the high tale it out of the room while pulling my pants up. The little gray fur ball will not terrorize me for long. Tomorrow my boyfriend and I got out and we look for the proper tools of mouse distruction.

Tired...can't sleep...jobless...broke...

Who's smart idea was it to put nuts in a perfectly fine, delicious, fudgy, melt-in-your-mouth brownie!!??!! Whomever you are you are WRONG!!!! Why taint the beautiful texture of the brownie by adding the invasive crunchiness of a nut!!! Not to mention the ruining of a perfectly good taste sensation! Outraged I am. To all of you bakers out there who puts nuts in brownies a pox on your soul.

OK this is my first blog, diary entry...whatever. Cindy I have you to thank for providing me with an outlet to rant and rant some more to a public that doesn't care. This will be short since I'm exhausted from a hard day of doing nothing but playing Golden Sun for the gameboy. I'm such a slacker I really should get a job.
Night ya'll